Depressed mouse here....

[Mr Munch88]

Hi Gang, I dont want to be a "bumer" here, but I have to explore all aveneus of expression today. Saturday evening I went to visit my mom and found that she had passed away the night before. Today is the wake, and I am so not ready to do this. I was just with her onThanksgiving. We had a wonderful day looking thru all the family photo albums(something we hadent done in a long time)
I just am not ready to never see her again! --especially this time of year.... We both love the christmas season!! I know she is in a better place, and I do know that someday I will see her again but its going to be a long time.
My faith helps, but it still hurts really bad.
I dont want to go on and on, but as I said, I just trying to cope by expressing a little emotion here. Thanks for listining!
"J"

[captslappy]

J, I am so sorry to hear about that. We will all be thinking about you!

[dheineCECfan]

Sorry to hear about MrMunch88's mother's death.

[anastaciacominatcha]

Sorry to hear that *hugs*

[MatHat13]

Aww J. bud I'm very sorry to hear that, you and your family in are in my thoughts.

[MMBBfan327]

I'm sorry man that really sucks. You're in all of our thoughts!

[Lilredridinghood]

J, I am so very sorry to hear that. You and your family are in my thoughts....God bless...

[ChuckEFranchize454]

im very soory to hear that J' prayers are going out to you my friend!!!!

[TomD]

J, I wish you and yours only the best. We will keep you in our thoughts.

[ChuckEZone]

J, I'm sorry, buddy. Things may seem tough at the moment, but remember- we're all here for you.

[Doctor Arcade]

*hugs* Condolences from someone who knows. :(
To quote Dook: "I've been there. I've been there and back."
My mom died this year in April. It never stops hurting but you'll be okay in time.

Hang in there, J.

-Dr. Arcade

CRYPTOSMASHER ONLINE (http://www.livejournal.com/users/dr_arcade/)

[Shiney Happy Jenn]

Oh man..i'm so sad about this myself.

It's never easy to deal with something like this at any time of year, but the difficulty seems to increase ten-fold when it happens during the Holidays.

Hoping there is a little brighter twinkle in the holiday lights this season for you J regardless...

[Mr Munch88]

Thanks Gang! its so nice to know there are friends out there. Today is the day we bury her. We had a nice party yesterday celebrating her life. Telling storys, looking thru the photo albums. The wake turned out about 100 people and it was wonderful. I miss her so much already. I know over time the hurt will get better, but right now Im so sad. I have 8 Santa gigs in the next 4 days, I dont know how Im going to do it, but mom would want me to.
She was my last relitive. Dad went home 13 years ago, and my grandparents are also gone. My wife Cheryl is the love of my life, but all my close blood relitives are now gone.
Thanks for allowing me to ramble here guys.

[ChuckEFranchize454]

like we said j' were all here for you. she would want you to go on and do what you do best!!!! trust me i had to somewhat endure this. when my grandfather died last year after the funeral my family wanted me to go and do what i did best and im sure thats what your mom wants you to do. so jus try your best out there for all you kno being santa is jus what you need to heal your heart. all i had to do was get into that CEC costume and all of a sudden all the pain was gone so jus do your best to smile and remember all the good times you had

[Shiney Happy Jenn]

Well said Franchise..

J, hang in there....you are in my thoughts as i know what you are going through is not easy.

'The Show Must Go ON"!

[CEC3066]

I know how you feel J. my grandma on my mom's side passed away in '97 then a few years later I lost my grandma on my dad's side then in '02 I lost a grandpa I loved DEARLY (he took me to MANY CEC'S I never got to w/ my parents,) this was followed almost 1 year later by the death of my grandpa on my mom's side. Hang in there man my thoughts & prayers are w/ ya.

[chuckrules]

Hi J. So sorry to hear of the loss of your Mom. We'll be thinking about you in all of our prayers.

[Rapid T Rabbit]

Sorry I just got to reading this post now, and may I too add my condolences. I worry too about my own parents now both of who are past 80 themselves.