So angry and not myself...

[MatHat13]

I hate the town I live in, I hate school, I hate the students I go to school with, I hate not being respected at CEC for being a fan of the show, I hate exercising, I hate the rainy cold weather, I hate schoolwork, I hate being alive, I hate my life, I hate everything.>: >: >:

Just had to blow off some steam right there.

[ChuckEZone]

haha, I know what you mean, Mat. There are so many little things that can get to you... but remember: "It's just life." I know it's difficult to do, but try not to let things bug you so much. Try finding something to help you deal with your stress. For me, it just happens to be comedy. If you learn to lighten up and enjoy yourself, you'll be a much happier person- it's a promise. ;)

[MatHat13]

To Jake,

You're saying it isn't like me that I want you banned...??? Dude I even want you out of here even if I was happy doing backflips and becoming head of CEC's entertainment department.

[MatHat13]

No I like Brian and Gabe because they are my friends who understand me and I understand them too, and we all share the same intrests, and they arn't demanding for stuff like you are, you come on here just to get your hands on stuff for keeps and probably also to feel proud that you have such things, and you won't be getting any items to sell and trade for a while because you don't have anything to offer.

[pizzacam]

man, I get tired of that a hole...sigh

[cec080]

MATHAT13 I FEEL THE SAME WAY SOMETIMES. YOU KNOW WHAT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD IS TALKING TO THE PEOPLE ON THIS BOARD. ANOTHER THING I DO IS GO BOWLING. I CHECK OUT A LANE FOR AN HOUR AND BOWL UNTIL MY HAND HURTS I GET SO MAD AT THE PINS I NORMALLY BOWL A 210.. WHEN MY AVERAGE IS 160.
HOPE THIS HELPS! IF YOU NEED TO TALK FEEL FREE TO EMAIL MY INBOX ON THIS BOARD. I WOULD LIKE TO CHAT AS WELL. MAYBE I CAN HELP YOU OUT. :)

[FancyHearingCake]

Uahhh, please calm down MatHat13!! *scared*

You shouldn't think to much about that Jake kid. He is just a nerve-racking brat. If he is bothering you via e-mail you should block him, so he can't ask you for the hundredth time if he can have CEC stuff for nothing.

Thinking always about the things and persons you are hating will bring you nothing. This will lead you to nothing, you are only filling yourself with hate, until you have the feeling that you will explode from it. (And it is not good for your stomach, too. *nod*nod*)
If you begin to think about such things you should try to concentrate on something else. With me drawing is good; I am completly concentrated on what I am drawing. Another thing is translating stories. At the moment I translate "Three Men In A Boat" from English into German language. This will take forever, but it is a lot fun, even if I get stuck with some formulations which are nearly driving me crazy.

So, if something angers you and you are knowing that you can't change it, try to get it out of your mind, however. In the end you are just hurting yourself.